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Latest — 29 Dec 2025

Praise the LORD for my big brother Paul

My big brother Paul came through fr me today in an indescribable way. Paul said to imitate him as he imitated Christ. I cannot wait to give him a hug and thank him for all he has done for me. Philippians 3:8-10 8 Yes, everything else is worthless when

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Request for MAID - Barring an end to the Torture

Greetings, As you may know, I am being forced to submit to sin. The 'treatment' (pharmakeia) Clozapine is being forced upon me, and enforced by my nation state, Canada. In the book of Daniel, Daniel seeks the Babylonian King's permission to not defile himself with the

Strategically… (rather than flee Canada first)

I am in the gradual process of discharge planning (still in its infancy). I am thankful my suicide attempt failed given this new reasonably foreseeable hope. Soon I will be looking for an apartment and a gym membership (swimming frequently, thereby combatting the lethal side effects of the pharmakeia and

Struggling with suicidal ideation (won’t attempt) as a result of the forced treatment (torture, as pharmakeia is sin)

Struggling today with suicidal ideation (just ideation. I won’t attempt suicide, the ‘treatment‘ will kill me in the span of a few years as it was killing me the last time). the pharmakeia clozapine will progressively rob me of my physical and mental health (I am already having difficulty

Side effects of the forced treatment

I am already starting to notice the cognitive side effects of the forced treatment (pharmakeia). I am more sedated and less alert and am having a great deal of difficulty concentrating on reading and even watching the news on television. I thank and praise God for John 4:13, and

If you see me on the street…

If you see me on the street some day know that I would love to give you a hug, perhaps even talk about one of my favourite topics: Christianity. Be patient with me please, though, with my trust issues. I am a victim of ongoing satanic ritual abuse and no

An idea: Try and fight the finding of incapacity BEFORE I try to flee Canada (Hearing with the CCB in February)

I pulled my appeal of the CCBs decision re: Dr. Rogers Form D/E application for several reasons, including I did not want more parties getting involved in the double bind of luring me, one of many little ones of Christ Jesus, into sin. Now I am being tortured (forced

Dr. Rogers says Canada won’t prevent me from fleeing

Dr. Rogers just told me that I should be able to go get my ID in January and then start applying for my passport. She doesn’t think Canada will prevent me from fleeing to another nation where I will have to detox from the pharmakeia. — Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December

The least of God’s elect is still one of God’s elect.

Justified, Sanctified, being sanctified and regenerated, and I WILL be glorified. To GOD be ALL the glory! — Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 16, 2025

Processing more of my trauma in a different way

I’m beginning to be able to visualize more of my memories internally as of a couple hours ago and I feel all kinds of things draining or otherwise leaving my right eye. I live by faith not by sight so I cannot be more descriptive — Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December